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Everlasting Love
By Peace | December 15, 2006
That’s what friends are for.
But my friend is gone. There is nothing I can share with him anymore. Want to share also cannot already. Good time, bad time he is not going to be at my side anymore.
I cannot keep smiling, for he is not by my side anymore. He is not on my bed anymore. I don’t like to sleep alone. No more barking from him, no more doggy smell either. There’s only loving memory left…
This is a photograph (below) taken on the day my best friend, Cebest, breathe his last breath. The vet, the vet assistant, my husband and me was around him, trying to save him. But there’s not much the vet can do. He never did much. He gave him a jab of adrenalin, and that is the end of him. And that is where I lost my control of tears flowing down me.
It was so unbelievable. He was like still moving even though he was declared to be ‘gone’. My husband also could not believe it either. But I knew it was true. He saw him still ‘moving’. But that is just reflex action after the animal is dead. The body will soon become stiff and hard. We arrange to come back to let the children had a last look at him later part of the day.
Nothing’s Gonna Change my love for you, Cebest. No matter how much I want to do now, how much I yearn for you, there’s no turning back. I can never have you back again. I had lost you forever. I am filled with sorrow, Cebest. There were so much food left over at home, bought for you, shampoos and conditioners, but now all are wasted… it was never ever planned to be turned out to be this way… I am very sad indeed…
I dedicate this song to my dearest Cebest, Nothing’s Gonna Change My Love For You. No other dog is able to replace you.
nothing is gonna change my love for you
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