Still Procrastinating…

By Peace | April 17, 2007

萬水千山總是情 (一生幾多情份) 汪明荃

Again I never go see doctor today. Today I feel worse. Even my hands are weak. My body is aching for most parts of the day. Now I am very malaise and tired. Wishing to close my eyes physically but not mentally tired and sleepy.

More parts of my body is experiencing pain and more parts of my body is aching. I drank so many cups of water today. Thirsty and feel dry in the mouth throughout the day. I have no appetite to eat. Dinner I ate plain porridge with the bottled preserved vegetables which I bought in the afternoon. I remember the last time I had no appetite and ate the similar thing was a few years back.

I really do not know I should go see doctor a not. I hate to visit the polyclinic — always have to wait very long and the place is not at all comfortable or cozy for anybody. However, it is always said that we should seek treatment for any illness early. Well, I really have not made up my mind nor am prepared to go. I do not want to ‘broke’ the family. We can afford to die but not afford to get sick.

Putting all the sickness aside now. Yesterday I was searching for Wang Ming Quan 汪明荃 songs at YouTube. I have a graving for her song last night. The previous time when I searched was so happy to listen to so many of my favourite songs sang by her. I used to have her tape — only one, and so it was very precious to me. However, after some time, no matter how I treasure it, it was spoilt eventually. After that whenever I visit any CDs shops I will look up for her song. Many years back,those big big laser disc was very popular, and I have a few of her laser disc.

Looking at those videos, many actors and actresses have aged a lot now. She is pretty during her younger days. So do some of the actors. I have never seen her concert before. I bought one of her concert CDs and I love it. I hope to see her concert in Singapore which is coming soon. But that is only hoping.

Last Sunday Lim Chan brought along her dogs to my house — Hei Dou and Jungle. Hei Dou is a salt and pepper Schnauzer and she looks just like Cebest, the only thing is she is so much smaller size than Cebest. She is very adventurous and friendly. Nobody likes Jungle now. He is very spoilt, very picky in his food as well. Carrying Hei Dou, petting her reminds me of Cebest. But I am alright now. No dog can replace Cebest in my heart.

千王群英會 (只記舊情重) 汪明荃

I recorded this song last time in the cassette tape. I could not find this song on sale. I normally played songs and study at the same time during those days. And I really like her voice, her singing.