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Page Rank Upset
By Peace | October 24, 2007
My only getaway, my sightseeing, is only Second Life, the only place where I can see castle, build castle and explore medieval village and buildings.
I don’t feel like doing anything. That is what I FEEL. I feel like taking a break, a long long break. What I feel does not mean that I would DO it. Feeling and Doing is two different things. If all you do is feeling day in and day out, then you are not going to accomplish anything. People do not know your feeling. People only can see what you do and your actions.
No matter how much I wish and I much I feel, without money, you cannot do much in this world. Money cannot buy you happiness, but without money, you will not be happy too. You cannot do the things you want without money. You might say, then go out and look for money. Yes, I did. I went to AXA, NTUC, Independent Financial Planner, other full-time vacancies, but I cannot. Not about pay, not about job. It’s about family. They cannot do without me. The children need me. So I have to look for money online, and at the same time, I can look after my children.
I put in so much effort, 90% of my time in work online. Year after year, my page rank is dropping. From page rank of five in a few sites, four, and three the minimum, it dropped a many months ago to maximum of only a few sites of page rank three and four. Now, it dropped further, with maximum page rank of three, twos and zeros. Zeros are those that are new. This is the price I need to pay in exchange for money I received all this while. I understand this point. I had expected that, but it was devastating to witness it now. My five treasures are still my treasures — treasures in that they are my favourite collection, things that I love. However, having no job, no money at all, to have a domain name and a server need money. My time is not free. I need to look after children, the house and the family. I am most grateful to all the advertisers or sponsors who have given me chance to work with them.
Page rank dropped means that I am going to earn less, no more advertisers. Luckily I still have some page ranks threes but that is not something glamourous. I will do something about it from now on. I need to improve my page rank. I need to learn SEO!
Topics: Internet, Money, Personal |
