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The Real Me
By Peace | December 5, 2007
I feel very miserable. My head is cracking and my heart in the deep blue sea. I shall not deal with it. No point crying over spilled milk and no point cursing the weather.
Today the purpose of this post is to show you my real face, who is the real person behind this blog, and not just an avatar. Singapore is so small, which criminal can run away, escape in the hands of our competent policemen here?
It takes me a lot of courage to put up these photographs. John Chow mentioned about the credibility of a blog. I agreed on that. But I would not want to put up my photographs all these while. I do not like the idea of ‘following’ a blog just because of the appearance of a person. I am having a change of my mind now, because of the fateful day where I received the phone call. This is all about me. What more do you want? I had always turned down people who wanted me to show them my real photographs on Skype. They wanted to show me their photographs, but I was not interested in appearance at all. However, someone said that I am using my children as a “TOOL” in my blogs.
To be fair to my children and husband, I am putting up my photographs. They are not my current photographs, but the latest photographs were taken 5 years back.
With this photographs put up, I have nothing more to hide, never had I. If any women wanted to come after me, I have no fear. I had even seen her on the road, with Him. She was scared, walked away from me. Time and again, you called up. Come again, by all means, Say what you want. I am living in a pig sty, you are living in luxurious apartment. But you are a slut to steal a man behind your husband. I am happy living in my pig sty, with all the piggy at home. You ‘loved’ the boar too. Aren’t you a sow?
Life is so funny. Everything comes at the same time. This year-end, major things had happened and I had a great slap by it. The triple POPs had told me that the Pops which were present at all my five treasured sites were errors on their part. However, it took them dayS to give me an answer as to why there is a script enabling Socialspark.com. Previously the pops were supposed to be socialspark and the script was present as well. After Five days, they answered me, telling me that the socialspark script was again error on their part. I replied them, saying that all my sites have the script, not one day without them. Until now, they had not given me answer. Tasks was greatly reduced and I see pink and grey more than any white available at PPP (those PPP bloggers would know what I mean).
I definitely need to clarify some more doubts, but not in this post. This is with regards to the children’s matter. It is important and I would like to clarify everything.
Singapore Online Social Network
With these photographs, they can also be served as my obituary photographs! Richard is working hard on his websites. He had just done some changes to his websites, Singapore Online Social Network, osn.sg and SLBuddy.com.
New Website
I had also taken another domain name, now that my treasured are ‘blacklisted’. I had mentioned I would stop at Five, just like our five senses, I cannot managed anymore. However, I have to have another baby, my last and ultimate, YrManna.com. Many domain names which I wanted are parked. They are called premium domain names and they costs thousands of dollars. They are too expensive. Everything about YrManna.com will be mentioned there. I had not organize anything at YrManna.com yet. I would need sometime to get my heart healed first, before I can reach my normal momentum again. And during these time, I would have lesser posts, a lot of organization to do.
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