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Heart Turning Meal
By Peace | August 4, 2008
His mother is so lucky, don’t have to work. My mother is not so lucky. My mother has to work since young. Her mother died young, when she was 11 years old, the same age as Ricsson now. Then she need to carry my aunt (polio) on her back, carried her to the convent to study (that is what I heard). The priest sent them.
My father was never faithful to my mother. As with other normal couples, they quarrel badly, suicide, etc. But until now, they are still married. They mentioned divorce everytime when my father had affair, but now I am glad they are still married….
His parents divorced now. His father had numerous affairs as well. Similar plight to my family. Taking knife, wanted to kill the mother, and cheating the wife (the mother) of something else. Even their divorce was kept secret. They did not let the children know anything. Everything ’secretive’.
Cooked these for lunch on 4th August 2008:
Prawns with tomato sauce — My mother gave me all these food. I don’t have to go marketing. It saved so much.
This fish is very fresh and they have natural ’sweetness’. I love to eat home cooked food…. I can eat just plain porridge with century eggs, but nobody would want to eat that…
Fried Bayam : But it is so difficult to cook for the family…. everybody got different preference… The big Man always said that the food served at Tengah Airbase is not fit for human consumption. My mother cooked good food, I fried fresh fish and nobody likes…
It’s a sword stabbed right into my heart, a sharp sword. He is cleaning the air con now (after Clara asked why I cried….and he heard… but I never asked him to clean already, I did not talk to him….), after the aircon serviceman had left (NYT AIR CON SERVICES). It was ‘cheating’, it was in the end not serviced….. How much sorrows in my heart. How much energy consumption going to be wasted if the air-con is not functioning properly as well. But he don’t care. He don’t care of anything at all! But only care about his own PLEASURE and LEISURE. GUYS how good it is to be a MAN. I always wanted to be a MAN, it is good to be a MAN. How many times have a woman been looked down upon and ‘disregarded’ when opinions are voiced, even in public!
I was looking for seats at IKEA Tampines. He was standing at a spot, leaving everything for me to do as always. Then only using his mouth to do the work…. The children and me walked around looking for seats. A few guys and especially one, with a pram, ’snatched’ my seats. Nevermind, I told him. Guys, MEN speak louder than GALS, we are but the WEAKER SEX, come come and bully us, come and abuse us, come and cheat us!
He said,”Today Google depends on you!” Ha ha, how much do I earn per day? Do I regard MONEY AS MY LIFE? HALLO, if I wanted money, I could have continue working outside, and disregard the family. WOULD this house still exist, this family still exist if I had not sacrificed and if I had not eat the humble pie? FOR WHAT I am doing all these? OPEN YOUR EYES, you would never see, MAN, how your wife feels behind you, every single MAN who is cheating behind the wife (so many so many, I even feel ‘disgusted’ chatting with such man).
I planned to write about my cooking, which is nothing much, but this is really what happened while I was writing… how often do I blog, how often do I surf the computer, how much time do I have in a day, do I only surf the computer, do I only ‘worship the computer’? Ask yourself, MAN with multiple faces….
written 5 August 2008
Topics: Food, Job, Money, Personal, Singapore, View All, health, home, spiritual |
August 9th, 2008 at 12:04 am
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