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ONLY HAVE FEAR FOR THE LORD
By Peace | August 20, 2008
Kingdom of Heaven
Just finished writing my diary — what I had seen and what I know and how I felt at my diary. Then I went to my Peace Bella Comment and saw a touching message:
Hi just to let u know thanks for the comment i was so surprised to see my grandma name when i typed in on the google. Maybe this is God’s way of communicating to you. Thru me with the surprise find. My words to comfort u will be “cheer up” u sound quite melancholic. God is with u and He is smiling at you.
The World of Small People
There were other comments, by the ‘little people’(the chinese called it 小人). These are the people who want to stir trouble, make a fuss of everything and want people to have no peace. They would add oil to fire, do anything they like. 小人 can also be petty people, Petty people may not necessary be 小人. Language is just so funny, it can have so many meaning and that is why some people just get confused.
Which Spectacle You Want To Wear
Yes, indeed, your words comfort me, really and I was deeply touched. My message in my dream was “The kingdom of heaven is within me” last night. Today, I saw your message, your comment, and the comment from the 小人. I have two choice, to think of the good or think of the bad. I choose to think of the good, which is from you, and that is from God. If I choose to think of the bad, then I fall into the trap, the trap of the 小人, the trap of Satan, HELL YOU GO.
Come, come and receive,
come and believe,
come and embrace the cross.
Sing Praise To The Lord
I don’t want people to see me cry. Why you cry? They only know cry is no good. But there are so many reasons why a person cry. Then I went to the kitchen to fry fish. I saw the swift flying towards me, and away from me. I saw birds flying in the sky. It is the message in my heart, “God speaks”, “God had spoken” and God had indeed spoken to me. How can I forget the night, the night I transcended, and yet I was so fearful….. because it is said that only when a person is dead do they see the face of God. I was so frightened that I did not even dare to open my eyes. It was too bright a light, and what if I opened my eyes?
On The Job Training
How is hell like? Frying the fish, I pondered on the message, “Kingdom of heaven is within me”. I ‘went to hell’. There were many floors indeed. Doors closing as I went down. It was noisy, there is really no peace. It was ’suffering’, God is not with you. There is only the ‘devil’.
Experience The Best Teacher
I once doubted the existence of spiritual things. My mother asked me to send money for mass offerings to the souls. At first, I participated. At last, I gave up everything when my marriage was not smooth and everything was not as beautiful as what it appears on the TV. I went to church, I don’t even feel anything, I don’t even know what is God. What kind of christian am I? A few years back, at AXA, one manager asked me, “Are you Christian?” I said,”No”. It was such a ‘disgrace’ to let people know that I am a christian, a CATHOLIC, but I do not know anything about my religion (not say know nothing, but at least I know some, and I got read the bible).
Caught Red-Handed
But I was astonished, and greatly ’shocked’, really ‘kena CAUGHT’, convicted and committed a real crime that a foolish mother would do…. It takes two to tango, but when things happened, the woman has to face everything herself. The baby is within the woman’s womb. The husband just ‘deposit’ the sperm in the womb, not even wishing for a baby perhaps, but for mere enjoyment. But when the news of pregnancy came, it was a choice need to be made — financial means and work for the home… and even the pains of pregnancy…… How selfish, how naive I was…. to have aborted my baby, the gift from God, the creation of life……
Divine Mercy
I broke the ten commandments. I sinned. I commit adultery, I kill people, and I steal. But God has shown mercy. How great is the love of God? It is so big so big that He has given us a SON, SON of Man, Jesus, to die on the cross, to redeem the whole world.
The national day rally speech spoke of baby population. I am going to SHOOT about that. I told Richard, and he ‘defended’ the MAN. Hello, it was our baby, there were more babies out there, and I am a WOMAN, you are a MAN. And the one giving a SPEECH on the NATIONAL DAY RALLY is also A MAN. The man claimed to say he had changed nappies, so other man can change nappies. DID THE MAN GIVEN BIRTH to his children? WOULD he know the pain of pregnancies, HOW and WHAT his wife had gone through? Even that, all woman are different, with different family background, different body strength and weakness……. health that is.
Who are YOU?
The government is not ‘GOD’. Not everything they say is correct. Say the case of weekend car. We waited for the conversion. But we sold our weekend car in the end, no news about conversion at all. We did not blame anyone. Because ‘we’ (me, my family, not the whole world) know we cannot afford to offend the government. The government is the ‘greatest’, they have all say, all rights.
Mentioning NAMES
When I was young, my mother said,”Don’t mention the names of XXX“. It is a great name, we cannot afford to do ‘wrong things’ to offend him. Indeed he is very great. I never bother to read any of his books, nor even like to watch his speech. But I began to ‘notice’ him, and I began to have ‘interest’ in him. I borrowed his book, his biography. But it was too lengthy. People like me, poor English, how to understand the whole book. But he is a very talented man, capable man and had gained so many awards. My salute to him, kow tow, respect. It is not easy to have come this far. He is a great person indeed.
Who escape from prison?
Anyway, YES, we don’t own anybody. It is our own life. We lead our own life. We cannot blame anybody. Where we are born, how, and all the circumstances are not for us to choose, but for God to appoint. We argued over some matters just now — the MAN who would never understand WOMAN, and the MAN who never even know what is PAIN.
Can my mother read? Can my mother know?
Whoever he sided, whoever I offended, I said the truth, not for myself, BUT for the people around me (what I see), definitely not the rich would need that…
Sins
Who are you that I should fear? How many lawyers out there commit crimes, who are the people who ’steal’ company’s money, NKF, REN CI, etc etc? We are poor, but we did not steal money, what I steal? I steal flowers, I steal song book and God’s words (books from the church)… Should I have fear for you? I have no money, you want my life, kill me and it is not I who go hell, but you.
Have Fear for The Lord
Instead, who should you fear? You should have fear for the LORD, our GOD, in Heaven, the Unseen. Have Fear for the unknown. It is powerful, it comes when you not even aware of it…. It comes at an unexpected time. It comes when you are not prepared….
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