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Torn Into Pieces
By Peace | March 15, 2009
Saw this poster at my school last year: Some People Have To Learn The Hard Way. If you think street knowledge is a substitute for an education, think again. An education can keep you off the street.
What You Don’t Learn In School
Breathless, eyes burning pain, tummy ache (can feel the tension from the tummy, and the pressing dull-aching pain, making me breathless) and physically tired, but not mentally tired.
Miraculous wonder of God
Everyday, the baby kicks, stretches, swirls and boxes inside me. This is life within, a small little life. It is pain and suffering especially in the first trimester of pregnancy. None of the pregnancy was an enjoyment. And that is why the first ‘destinated’ baby was aborted. What kind of family life, what kind of good things can I provide for the child? Why bring the child to the earth?
Thank You God and Thank You Jesus
My baby is awoke now. He is moving again. Nobody would know if I don’t say, and somebody would understand if I type it here. This time, I have a different understanding about this child. It is a gift from God, really a gift, and also an act of repentance (if that is the correct words to be used) for what I had done wrong in the past, for killing a life, a mother killing her own child. Until today, I have no feeling, really no feeling for what I had done — no guilt, no regrets. But really thankful to God, and thankful to Jesus for revealing the truth, and giving me another chance. Superstitious? Nope, definitely it is not a matter of superstitious, but the truth. I am very grateful, really grateful….
Though I have no money, don’t have a good home, it is a BLESSING to be SAVED, BE SAVED BY JESUS.
Learning The Hard Way
People mocked, people laughed, people gossip. Catholics, you are christian, you are Catholic???? My sister, my brothers, all of them are baptised. All their children baptised too. What happens now? My sister has all the statues on her altar, even more statues than me, and bigger cross, and more expensive ones. But she had abortions still. And I went for abortion, partly because of this influence — were there really such things as God and Jesus at that time of my life? I do not know, and I would not know there really is if not for what I had encountered PERSONALLY.
The Sacred Heart
What is God and who is Jesus really? Are they the same person? I would not know if I had not encountered. Now I know that God is God and Jesus is the Son of God, and they are different. And Jesus was really ressurrected on the third day….. all the things mentioned in the bible about him is true.
Two Is Enough
I had abortion ONE TIME, just ONE TIME, and JUST one time is ENOUGH. Not having money and a financial background, how am I going to raise the children well? When I was about 6-7 weeks pregnant, we were discussing whether to keep the baby a not. By another week or so, my morning sickness and ‘weakness’ began to show. I was not able to work, just like now. I was not able to look after my children, who were younger then. All I did was lying on the bed. Can I rely on him to do chores and look after children?
What the MAN does
Abortion finally arranged and done. That is the end of ‘pain and suffering’. Who is the one who needs to go for confession, who is the one who kills, who is the one who must shoulder all responsibility? The women.
EDUCATED SINGAPORE, EDUCATED MAN, NS MAN
When things go wrong, who would people always blame? The women. At the food court, the man stood there,”Go look for seats.” The woman and the children went searching for seats. MAN B with a baby in the pram stood there, immediately sat down when the people left the table. My son and me, standing at the other opposite side of the table ‘stared’ or rather looked at him, and he said,”We came first.” I told my son,”he got little baby, let him have it.” MAN, MAN A or MAN B, woman can be easily bullied is it?
BABY SINGAPORE: Congratulations, if that happens to the rich or you have MONEY.
Baby Bonus, MONEY is what you see
Got no money, people wondered why you have another kid, a burden. CHILDREN, who are they? Nobody congratulate me for having another baby. Nobody is really happy for me — don’t say the gynae (they would be ‘most happy’ for you, it’s their ‘rice bowl’), and don’t say about acquaintances…
This is perfectly normal, nothing wrong. This is Singapore, everything expensive, the third most expensive country to live in! Who is not concerned about MONEY? Got no money, the eyes cannot even see anything!
Want More Babies?
Look at the divorce rates. Look at the number of unfaithful spouses around….. Perhaps can use money to buy more babies or fine couples with no children lor hor!
Topics: Family, Money, Personal, school, Singapore, spiritual, View All | 2 Comments »
October 5th, 2009 at 7:49 pm
I agree, some people do have to learn the hard way. Your experiences are an eye-opener, and I’m thankful and happy for you that you have found Jesus Christ.
Having children also takes more responsibility, not just money alone. Education, the man with education, I don’t think all educated men live responsibly and are good, responsible fathers. I see too many negative examples in our country too. I think only men, even uneducated ones, who fear God and keep His commandments are those who we can really trust these days. By their fruits we shall know them.
Just keep the Faith. ^^
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