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Oppression
By Peace | March 1, 2011
Cinnamon Fruits, Cinnamomum iners
The Lord is my Shepherd. There is nothing I shall fear.
Wild Cinnamons in the park had blossomed and now the trees are full of berries!
There’s a new world somewhere
call the promised land.
And I’ll be there someday
if you could hold my hand.
I still need you there beside me
no matter what I do
for I know I’ll never find another you…..
Yesterday he said,”This month NO MONEY for you!” The Sunday night, he threw money on the floor (in front of Ricsson) when Ricsson asked him for money (for school next day, Monday). Clara said she wanted to go and sleep. He said,”Don’t ask me for MONEY! I have not EARN ENOUGH MONEY!” I was in the toilet. I went to bath or toilet also need extra help — need people to free me than I am able to go. However, he just want to sit in front of the computer to earn money…
Buy food from outside is so easy, but you need to spend money and the food is not really that nice. If I cook, someone need to take care of Isaac for me. But nobody is willing to do any work at home. Last Saturday, everyone said they wanted to eat at home. They wanted me to cook. Then I asked them, “who want to look after Isaac?” Nobody is willing! If I don’t cook, the man would say,”Mother, woman, don’t cook!” If buy food from outside, he would say,”always buy so expensive food…..” So it is so hard to make decisions especially when I am not given money, and I don’t earn much money — where is the time, and where is the time even for any hobbies (and not to say any games).
How much he earn is never enough! His sole job is just to earn money. When asked to look after Isaac, he became stressed up while I was cooking in the kitchen. He scolded and yelled at Ricsson for spending too much time on the computer. He just shut down his computer in the end with a finger pressing on the on off switch. His friend called and Clara answered. NO FACE was given to anyone. His friend scared until hanged up the phone.
Asked him to look after Isaac while I cook. In the end, I had to look after Isaac while seeing him scold Ricsson. A person who does not earn any money has no power. “As long as you are taking money from me, YOU have to listen to me!” He sat at the sofa, scolding Ricsson. Before that, he had used the plastic sword (used to be Ricsson’s Toy) to hit the table and hit Ricsson. The plastic sword broke. Today I threw them in the rubbish bin.
Isaac was scared of loud noise naturally. I brought him away, went to the room. I could not do anything. What can I do?
In the evening, I mopped the floor using washing machine water. Luckily Clara helped and I could mop more areas — those hidden areas like under the mat and sofa. There were full of dirt, SO MUCH DIRT! Everything cleaned and washed in the kitchen toilet. I washed the kitchen toilet too… and was amazed to confirm the supernatural presence of the soil particles in the toilet!
10 February 2011, Soil Particles and Spider at Kitchen Toilet
Just now while I was tidying up the house, I noticed my Photo Box was full of ants! I had to use insecticide and sort out everything. It is a mystery how these photographs got ‘infested’ with ants. I had just taken out the photographs recently (in 3 December 2010). On that day (3 December 2010) when I was taking photographs of Richard’s graduation at Ngee Ann Polytechnic, and asking him about those people who had taken photographs with him, the door bell suddenly rang again. No one was at the gate! The time was about 3.40pm.
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