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Brain Mystery I
By Peace | January 9, 2012
Brain Freeze, Brain Vibrating, Brain Expansion and Brain Contraction. Head Pain. Close my eyes. Feel like vomiting (but not vomiting). Head heavy. Can feel the heart thumping.
Last night I skipped the medication. What is the purpose of the medication? “To help you to be not so disorganize.” I am disorganize? Since when am I a disorganize person? Nevermind. I keep quiet and ‘agree’ with what you said (since you are a professional while I am just a nobody). BUT whose body and who can understand myself better. DID he attempt to know more about me or DID he just listen to ‘one side of the story’? Do I have a CARE GIVER, a good, a serious, a real Care Giver, a person who really care at least… or see things at the superficial level?
FIRST MYSTERY: CHILDHOOD FALLS
Parents said I fell down from double-decker bed while ‘fishing’ on the bed. I was indeed ‘fishing’ but I did not remember or the right word to use: I did not have any memory of me falling down the bed at all. The next thing I knew was I was at the hospital with my parents, awaiting X-ray results. Report said that everything was well and good. It was amazing and my parents were glad. I was with them, standing at the counter, witnessing everything between my parents and the nurse.
I was all alone then. If I fell down from the bed, why didn’t I feel any pain with any parts of my body? There was no blue black or any kind of bruise at all from the fall (If I really had a fall). Did I really have a fall? Or did I laid on the floor through some other mysterious reasons???? (I began to question more of this at this time of my life…)
SECOND MYSTERY: CHILDHOOD VISION
Lying on the same bed as my parents, I opened my eyes and I saw something amazing on the wall. The wall of the room was painted something like blue, something like green. It was cyan. However, in the night, you would not be able to see the color of the wall, but on this night, I saw shadows on the wall. Lying just beside the wall, in front of me, not far away from me, shadow of a HAND was seen. The hand moved. Below the hand, shadows of wine-glasses ‘dancing’, that of merry-making. It was that of a happy occasion, something happy, something in celebration. I kept watching these for some time and without waking my parents. People were sleeping!
(8 Jan 2012 3pm) Go church for Parents’ Meeting
Took the missing dose of medication.
In the evening, after went to church, I went to cut my hair (‘Emergency’: to see if my headache will improve).
Back home, I felt terrible. Any movement of the head and eyes I felt like vomiting. After bath, I laid in bed.
I wondered why I got all these symptoms. Is it due to the missing dose of medication? Even 2 panadols had no effect at all. Next, I felt like eating red plums (Preserved). Asked Richard to buy for me. As always, it is so difficult to get preserved red plums. So I did not get to eat that. Luckily there was another option — preserved mango.
Preserved Mango
This was my MEDICINE. I felt good eating the preserved Mangoes. Gradually, I was able to move about and recovered from ‘motion sickness’.
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